I fell off the blogging wagon, half the time, it’s because i haven’t clue what to write. I luckily know that only my mate Keiran and besty Lee, read this so i guess it doesn’t matter…

So i shall tell you both that i have been a busy bee on top of being out of action with back going me AGAIN *sighs*… Busy doing what you lazy slob 😉 I hear you cry! bahahaaa

well actually I am in the process of trying to be a better me by organising myself in EVERY aspect of my bubble… So today I sat and printed out LOADS of organising sheets from different blogs I had found on pinterest (see my folder if your interested).

Anyhooo the sheets are cleaning, goal setting, Food/meal planning and finances, I thought its best to start with what i thought was relatively EASY…

Finances, i have no debts so score one for the fairy lady woohooo,

savings yep thanks coz im saving to come and see two of my besties in may half term eeeeee excited muchly… See easy peasy so far…

Weekly/monthly incomings again easy…

Weekly/monthly outgoings I referred to my online banking for dates and amounts again EASY!!! So there I am sat basking in a lil glow of achievement then i realise actually few more “normal”expenditures need to be included, like school dinners and fuel for mom and charities and …. ok definitely all on there, Bargain i did well there…

HOLD up i should have spare pennies (aka POUNDS) in bank a month! Where on earth did that go! with those spare pennies i should be able pay the holiday in one shot! Then i remember popping out with besty shelby to costa and home bargains and b&m and i always spend money in them oh and the food shopping has been more than normal (by £20+ a week) coz of the treaty bits and extras i put in coz its christmas and the moneys in there…. oh and then there was that amazon order i did and the ebay bargain i couldn’t miss and the fabric on offer  and the….. ok you get the idea

I realised that i have turned into a consumer 😮 of the frivolous type and although there isn’t an issue per say it just a slow dawning of realisation over the fact there is loads of stuff i want to buy furniture wise and i seem to be always taking a bit here n there from the different savings accounts to just get this or that. I’m not making my money last like one should hahaa… So in order to Be the Better ME i have called in the reinforcements AKA mom to help me create a logical spreadsheet for me to document ingoings and out goings so i can keep track and put money away as of feb for the better me project!

so after the dawning of the slap head moment i have decided to get down to business with my bad self and try and reign in the spending… its ok for me to enjoy the money and have fun but without spending it ALL because i can hahaa when i realised after paying for the bills etc how much i had free i realised that i had never really seen a large figure (other than my body) sat in my bank other than when i was paying for a holiday or something super expensive like moving… what would it feel like to watch it grow monthly… would it feel like the excitement of watching the bump grow when you were pregnant? how would it feel to walk into a shop n say hey id like that bed there and the wardrobe and matching drawers and i’ll pay now not in installments! would it feel the same if i had millions oooo

so coming on to the next part…

My Ideals board… what would i do if i had £40,000,392 in the bank…

what type of home would i own if money was not an obstacle

what would i be doing where would be my drem holiday? WAIT not DREAM! IDEAL Holiday

after all if you manifest the ideals and LIVE them it will come to you will it not?

so i am also setting goals and projects and for the fidrst time WRITING them all down as i think of them so my poor brain doesnt have to contend with the catrillions of ideas n thoughts it processes daily… blogging regularly is also on the list maybe next time i will actually include some of the ideas n plans to show you…

 

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